Below are the most recent 2 friends' journal entries.

Sunday, January 3rd, 2010
hateroflivejrnl	4:13p	fuck my life is too easy I've been in the wrong hood am I'm no good not sure not pure not happy no place to leave me drop me on the corner give me a quarter hustle movin' wish I was movin' not provin' myself not goin' anywhere I swear the end is near (Comment on this)
Wednesday, December 30th, 2009
hateroflivejrnl	2:26p	subjecKt i've said it once i'll say it again i'm the only one capable of brining the end ain't found a way to kill me yet ain't found a way to strangle the past no grasp i'm (sic) of myself others my friends the ones i call brothers it's easy to get pissed and blame it on others no love for myself got the beat going in my heart but nothing else to give myself a jump start wanna go wanna let go don't wanna know the truth i'm a joke got money but i'm broke mentally starvin' horrible health placed on myself whats next ? no way to move on always comes back full circle can't fool anyone fuck it hate it all my name is fake can't prove that i exist but that's it i am my own Achilees heel nothing to grasp i've lost don't wanna go back to my life stealin' not dealin' not a way to release my stress no cess wish i could grab an ounce a disappear from the face of the this displace my brain cells with a lil' of this and that would do nothing cause more strugglin' lose my job back to hustlin'? nah never that i should just face the fact that i've never been all that just a dream caught and webbed deadly spun tightly held cycle recycle my thoughts i'm lost distraught that i taught myself thought i get through my shit with no help help i'm losing a game that i set up from start to the end i pretend hit me up on a good day i'm still somethin' good to prey on i'm gone i'm leaving myself open on this one fuck it i'm the end and the beginning of what i've begun Current Music: Immortal Technique - Internally Bleeding (instrumental) (Comment on this)